Years of total sadness
They say, I should move on
But memories still flood my mind
By now, they should be gone.
All the therapy, the rebounds
The drugs, the wine , the beer
Nothing masks my feelings
Nothing stops my pain, my tears.
It’s no longer about you
It’s me, I should let go
I’m better off without you
Why have I sunk so low?
It’s all about self image
Reflections of one’s self
It’s merely a fixation
I know that I need some help.
Needing validation
That was my first mistake
Something I got used to
But , a habit I can shake.
I need to be reprogrammed
For me to forge ahead
Work on feeling better
Get the past out of my head.
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