MOVING ON

Years of total sadness
They say, I should move on
But memories still flood my mind
By now,  they should be gone. 

All the therapy, the rebounds 
The drugs, the wine , the beer
Nothing masks my feelings
Nothing stops my tears. 

It’s no longer about you, it’s me
I need to let you go
I’m better off without you
Why have I sunk down …. so low?

It’s all about self image
Reflections of one’s self
It’s merely a fixation
I know … I should get some help. 

Needing validation 
That was my first mistake
Something I got used to 
But, a habit I can break.

I need to be reprogrammed 
For me to forge ahead
Work on feeling better
Get the past out of my head. 

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