CONSUMED

Unsettled, uncertain
Confused and withdrawn
Where is my drive?
My purpose is gone.

Floundering aimlessly
Floating adrift
My rudder forsaken
I can’t explain it.

Down on my luck
Down on my knees
Feeling so hopeless
So ill at ease.

What can I do
To get it all back?
I can’t get a grip
I’ve fallen off track.

Walking in circles
With no clarity
Can’t feel the rhythm
It’s been taken from me.

Stolen, kidnapped
I’m being held hostage
I’d gladly pay up
Please release me from bondage.

The rope round my neck
Like the air in this room
I can’t catch my breath
So completely consumed.

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A PLACE TO CALL HOME

There is no place
That fits you just right
A place to call home
Where you’ll spend  your nights.

A gypsy, a wanderer
You just don’t fit in
Feels good for awhile
But, the fun always ends.

You pack up, you leave
Your worries behind
But, somehow they follow
Still there in your mind.

The mountains, the shore
The desert, the lakes
You do what you can
Whatever it takes.

Out and about
You feel on the edge
Never fully accepted
Is it all in your head?

You thrive on the change
You’re looking for more
You never know… what
The trip has in store.

You long for a garden
A mountain to climb
Somewhere to call home
Where you’ll spend all your time.

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ON THE BEACH

The night was cold
The wind had died down
I was alone on the beach
No one else was around.

The sound of the waves
The tide coming in
They continue, no let up
Again and again.

A constant, assurance
You can depend on
Never changing  direction
Always there, all along.

The journey,  the hardships
The pain and the grief
I now sit by myself
I don’t want to leave.

We mourn what we’ve  lost
We feel so alone
I don’t want to go back
There’s no one at home.

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Photo by Angela Galardi.

 

 

 

 

 

 

STARTING OVER

I need to level up
To leave some things behind
I need to start all over
I’m wasting too much time.

I’ve sat around too long
Not getting anywhere
I’m treading water all alone
Can’t get from here to there.

My wheels need to be turning
Not spinning on the ground
Keeping me in one place
I need to move around.

A short reprieve to generate
A new source of energy
A chance to start all over
Reset my boundaries.

My Mojo’s been in hiding
Submerged and out of sight
Hidden beneath my doubts and fears
But,  it’s time to make things right.

A new start is what is needed
A new project  for me to do
A reason to get up each day
A day to start anew.

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A MADMAN

A madman unleashed
No restraints hold him back
He’s threatened our allies
We are under attack.

Put down your checkbooks
Forget your accounts
There’s a lot more to lose
He must be renounced.

His crude, vile behavior
An embarrassment to all
He’s cavorting with dictators
His empire must fall.

He’s lifting the sanctions
On Russia despite
The advice from the generals
Who know it’s not right.

He’s shut down our government
To  get his wall built
He’s playing with fire
Doesn’t care who gets killed.

Impeach and imprison
We don’t need a wall
He needs to be stopped
Once and for all.

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OUT OF CONTROL

You’re spiraling completely
Out of Control
I’ve heard the excuses
The story gets old.

A sense of entitlement
That hasn’t been earned
Poor behavior accepted
Simply what you have learned.

Always the same
The same sad results
It couldn’t be you
It’s never your fault.

So many chances
Have passed you on by
You can’t face the truth
It’s too easy to lie.

If it takes effort
We can’t count on you
You’re just too busy
Always something to do.

The time quickly passes
Soon you’ll be alone
No safety net waiting
No one will be home.

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DAMAGED

Seething with hate
Consumed with resentment
You spend your day sparring
You thrive on the tension.

Thwarted and blocked
Your relationships suffer
No one can get close
Each day it gets tougher.

Cold and confused
You muddle along
You look for acceptance
From the weak, not the strong.

A bully, a bore
A passive aggressive
A jester at times
Yet, depressed and obsessive.

Paranoid and distrustful
With a fence round your yard
No one can get close
Shields up, you’re on guard.

No questions asked
They’re all intertwined
They’re all out to get you
It’s a matter of time.

Load up the canons
Prepare and defend
You have to strike first
That’s how it begins.

No chance for surrender
No plans to appease
You find pleasure in torment
As they fall to their knees.

It’s your way, not theirs
No one can tell you
You have all the answers
You know  what to do.

A deal in the making
You want more for less
What you are up to?
Could be anyone’s guess.

You love the applause
The element of surprise
The unexpected
The look in their eyes.

A small mind, damaged
In character and stature
A way to get even
Is all that you’re after.

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SANDY HILL PARK

The chill in the air
The wind on your face
The waves rolling in
You picked up the pace.

You said you’d be there
She waited for you
If you didn’t make it
What would she do?

Down by the pier
She waited  alone
She called you four times
You forgot your cell phone.

Her black silhouette
There in the dark
Under the pillars
At Sandy Hill Park.

As you approached
She frantically whispered
Where have you been?
You had started to shiver.

Your eyes would adjust
With the moon out of view
No one was around
She’d been waiting for you.

A small weathered boat
With worn cushions inside
Where she carried the load
That she brought there that night

“What should we do?
I brought two canvas sacks
Should we separate it
Can we carry it back?”

“The Water Patrol
Will be here in an hour.
We’ll  have to move fast
Let’s head towards the tower.”

Once back at your place
You felt safe and warm
You  locked all the doors
You set the alarm.

The money was there
You waited inside
For the knock on the door
You’d be dead,  if they lied.

A man dressed in black
In a Mercedes Benz
Accompanied by two
Very scary young men.

They picked up the bags
With the money inside
Once they were gone
You sat down and cried.

“What were you thinking?
Why would you agree?
To get involved
With the likes of those three?”

“I had no choice
I was told what to do
Thank God you were there
“Thank God you came through.”

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Photo by Angela Galardi.

NO LUCKY CHARMS

Down on your luck
No lucky charms
No four leaf clover
To ward off the storm.

No voodoo or magic
No tricks up your sleeve
No winning ticket
For the lottery.

Your number is up
The due date is here
There’s no way out
The outcome is clear.

You ran out of excuses
You ran out of steam
You blew all your chances
Of fulfilling your dreams.

Step to the back
To the back of the line
You’re being passed over
You’ve run out of time.

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Youtube:  Supersition by Stevie Wonder

SO ALONE

The struggle we face everyday
The pain that’s ours alone
No one can slip into our shoes
It’s meant for us to own.

Isolated and separate
Afraid of the unknown
Feeling pain in every muscle
Every nerve and every bone.

Strength has since escaped me
I fall easily to the ground
I feel the cool tile on my cheek
There’s no one else around.

The panic in their voices
When they come into the room
Their efforts to retrieve me
The smell of urine and perfume.

Sitting there beside the bed
Carefully they change my clothes
They readjust my pillows
Brush my hair, button my robe.

The look upon their faces
Their gestures and their stares
As they try their best, their very best
To provide comfort and care.

The blue light screen from the TV
Suppose to brighten up my day
But, I’ve lost track of time and place
Most of my time I use to pray.

All the should’a, could’a,  woulda’s
Are now part of the past
None of  them seem to  matter now
Time has slipped away too fast.

I can’t seem to find  the words now
Names and faces are eluding me
There for a fleeting moment
Then they vanish completely.

Confused and agitated
Don’t know what I can do
Once so independent
Now,  I must depend on you.

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